Dear Carver,

I can’t begin to tell you how my life has changed and how much joy you’ve brought me this year. It seems as though my day revolves around you now, and yet you’ve just fit right in to our lives like you belonged here all along. I never knew I could love someone like I love you. I delight in watching you grow and learn, and my heart aches to see you upset or pained. I am so curious about who you will become, but I do know God has big plans for you. Its hard for me to say goodbye to your firt year of life-the best year of mine. We have overcome struggles together and shared many laughs. I love you more than you will ever understand. Happy birthday little bug.



Questions for the ages

Why is running 4 miles behind 50 lbs of toddler easier than 4 miles on a treadmill?

How the how did the remote control battery end up in the recycling bin (which is in a child-proof latched cabinet)?



Almost 1 year!

I think I should fill you in on some of Carver’s new talents. He now tries to feed himself with a spoon. Although the other parent in this household cringes at the mess, I think its pretty funny and I’m excited he’s taking steps toward more independent eating. Another step he took toward independent nutrition was drinking his first cup of cow’s milk today! I guess that means he has weaned from the lunch time feeding and is now just breastfeeding in the morning (too early-like 5:00 AM) and at night. Surprisingly, I did not feel any physical affects from skipping 1/3 of my daily nursing. Don’t ask me what I’m going to do when we drop that final morning feeding and Carver still wakes up. Maybe I’ll plan to go out of town…

Besides eating, he has made some developmental steps, too! Not literally, though. We’re still waiting for those first walking steps. He can stack blocks, give high-fives and stand alone (though, he’s pretty unsure of his stability). We’ve also turned his car-seat forward and let him try some 1 year old foods like peanut butter and honey. Some cute new things he does are blowing on his food when we blow on it, sticking out his tongue when he smiles and making a puzzled face as he tries to figure out how to whistle. He’s the best.



I Like…

…fabric.

…my new favorite earrings that Ethan got me for Christmas. They’re peridot and pearl.

…having the day off.

…the quilt Ethan’s mom, Ronda made for me. Its actually kind of what this post is about. Its perfectly me. Its mainly yellow, although it has lots of different colors in it. The back is green and pink with roses and the whole thing looks like it could be found at an antique shop.

Every now and then (usually when I read Anna Maria Horner’s blog) I get this really romantic feeling. Not a romance that might involve my husband, but one that makes me want to drink chai and knit a hat for Carver by a window.

Sometimes I like to trick myself into thinking that if I were a fabric, I’d be more like Amy Butler, but deep down I’m a calico.



Goals

I crossed out the 2009 at the top of my goal list and added -you guessed it- 2010 (although, I think I will eventually make a new list…much prettier).

On my list is:

Blog. I really do enjoy it and if Aly has time to do it, how can I use busy-ness as an excuse? Plus it will be fun to record all the upcoming changes in our life!

Triathlon. This is left over from 2009, as is:

Go on a trip with just Ethan.

Half marathon. I am currently training for one in Gainesville on Valentine’s day.

Give Ethan more back rubs.

Get my splits back. When I did gymnastics as a little girl I thought it would be cool to still be able to do back hand springs and flips as a mom. I lost that talent, but thought this could be a fun alternative.



Blurb

Hi.

I just finished some scrambled eggs, toast and am drinking coffee from a mug with Ethan’s 7th grade picture on it. That’s really the only reason I’m on here, writing. The combo of the food/coffee/laughing at this mug perked me up just enough out of my tired, exasperated-ness to feel like some Friday blogging. The reason for the exasperation is that Carver is sick. At first this made me really sad, now sad, tired and confused. Do I give in and pick him up when he cries in his crib? Or do I let him cry with his miserable cough until he falls asleep so he can actually get some sleep? Anyway, enough of that. I mean, it is Friday, after all. Some blurbs…

I might participate in a craft show in a few weekends. That would be fun. And it would fulfill yet another one of my 2009 goals. Did I tell you we got a new (kind of) dining room table? That was another goal! Thanks, BA! Now, I’m just 1.5 pounds, 1 triathlon and 1 cruise short of finishing the list.

Yesterday we spent $52 at Publix and saved $41! This probably isn’t as exciting to you as it is to me, but we are trying to stick to a $50/week grocery budget and I gotta take my thrills where I can get them folks…

Only 7 weeks left of this crazy semester!

We went to the pumpkin patch

and I have the cutest kid in the world.

Well, I’m looking forward to a weekend without much going on. Hope you’re looking forward to yours!



Free Photo Book

My friends at magnetic messenger and trendy prints are giving away a free 20 page photo book. I grew up baby-sitting their 4 boys and they did our save-the-date cards. The only catch is you pay the $4.95 shipping charge. Still, its a pretty great deal. Check it out! And don’t be surprised if you get one for Christmas :)



I’m back!

Ok, so there are some poor excuses for not blogging lately, however, I have a good one. Our Internet is working for the first time in almost 2 weeks! I had forgotten how dependent I am on it. Not only for the useful things like paying our bills (I just realized last night we forgot to pay rent because of this!), but for connecting with the outside world while I am stuck inside on a rainy week.

Update on my crafty itch: I got a needlepoint stocking kit to make for Carver! Hopefully it will look like this when I’m done (only with Carver’s name):

Speaking of the little guy, he is basically the best kid in the world. He is so cute and is growing in personality exponentially. We took him to Tallahassee to stay with some friends and he did SO well. He took really long naps, let 2 year old Kat “hold” him and was happy to be passed around and played with.

I should go so I can play with C while K is still sleeping. Before I do, let me leave you with this deal to commemorate my return to blogging:

Fiber One Yogurt is BOGO at Publix this week (starting Thursday, Oct.7). Use 2 of these coupons and it will be free!



Why does baby yogurt look like expired sunscreen? (and other mysteries)

Where did the last 8 months go? Carver is getting so big and old!

When is it going to feel like fall? I actually had the emotional feeling that it was fall, with all this back to school business, but I’m still waiting on fall weather. Every time I look out the window in our dining room it looks like it should be cool and crisp outside. The other day when Ethan walked in the house and I hugged him, I expected his shirt to feel cold. So, I went ahead and put out fall decorations, hoping the weather will catch the hint. I should say I put out the decorations that can be placed out of baby-reach.

How does the baby stroller make it easier to jog? This is a mystery I’m quite happy with. I don’t know that it’s necessarily easier, but at least more enjoyable… which makes it easier.

What project is going to scratch this itch I have to make something???



M is for…

Monday-Longest day of the week. Thankfully, Ethan got home a little early last night, but we still didn’t eat dinner until after 10:00 and were (are) exhausted!

Museum-The boys and I took a field trip to the Florida Museum of Natural History yesterday. We average about once a week. We all like the change of scenery, but I don’t want to get to museum-ed out. Any other field trip ideas?

Mrs. Val-Do I want to try and find another kid to watch come January or try to teach pre-school? I think I’m leaning toward the latter.

Making a Christmas stocking for Carver-My new project idea. All the kits I found online look pretty cheesy. I’m hoping I can find something Anna Maria Horner style.

Miss you all (and writing more often)!